It is so hard to hide a broken heart with a smile that covers it all,
I did not expect this,
But i know how to hide it good enough,
so others may not see it.
Everyone thinks that these eyes are so beautiful,
But they do not see the tears that are in it,
cause it is concealed deep within my heart.
I started to say too many lies,
Just to keep a secret of what I really feel.
They ask me,
Am I okay?
And I wish I could say,
"Stop asking me that, I am tired of lying".
I might seem okay,
But no one could hear my inner cries.
I feel like there is no purpose for my soul to live.
How could you do this to me,
And make me feel insecure?
And then gone to get your friends and made me impure.
Now I am broke for life time,
I just wonder when will I recover,
With every thought you gave me,
You should be sorry.
But sorry cannot change a thing you did to me.
Did you feel amazed when I cried out in pain?
When you.. When you...
Turned me towards to the bed,
How disgusting can you be?
Now I know what is making me insane,
This is one of the terrible you could did commit.
And why did you do this?
Yeah, I know,
For your self satisfaction.
I will never forgive you for this,
Never.. for what you did to me..
I was so innocent,
For you came and ruined it all.
Was this intentional,
Did I do any mistakes to hurt you?
Did I even deserve what you did to me?
You broke me out of this beautiful shell,
And made me realize this was not a mistake,
Now there is nothing left for me to say..