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"Yeah, that's right, even if I confessed, what of it? Senpai is going off to university soon, where there'll be countless outstanding guys and girls. I just hope that Senpai can find happiness in the future."
"But what if it did work out?"
"Going grocery shopping together in our home clothes, squeezing into the narrow kitchen to make breakfast, lunch, and dinner, sleeping at night nestled in Senpai's arms..."
"And later, once I'm financially independent, we can consider getting a bigger house. No! Smaller is better, that way I can always stay close to Senpai."
"Aoi, stop daydreaming. This is just wishful thinking. How could Senpai ever fall for someone like you?"
Dazai Osamu once said in his 'human loss,' 'He came from a crowd just to give me an unfulfilled joy.'
"But..." Dazai Osamu also said, 'By skirting past sorrow, one also misses all the joy.'
"So, even if it's destined to fail, to be painful, to be regretful, should I still try?"