Mahee: can I talk ?
I don't care if I had another audiance
Keifer: yeah yeah you can , you two can continue,prash come sit , and capo mahee you can take a seat
Mahee: no thanks , angle let me just talk
Moni: what's there to talk ? I asked you, I asked you to leave everything behind but you didn't wanted, you wanted power money you fucking wanted everything, you didn't cared about me , you didn't even cared how much I suffered , you, ( she stood up from her chair , pointing her finger to my face ) you announced your fucking engagement in the week I had a miscarriage, you fucking celebrated , enjoyed, you partied , you didn't even cared about my mental health that time , you forgot to mourn your own unborn child death, you forgot our plans , you became blind by greed , i never saw you sad about the loss our child, you lived your life like nothing happened, you had forgiven your mother in one week , in just one week , just how ? How could you forgive her in one week ? How mahee ? How ?
I can't give answer to any of them , I'm looking at her eyes , now i understood the emotions in them , she is still mourning the loss of our child, grief that's the only emotion I saw in her eyes
Moni ; we can't go back and change anything, we can't leave like before, so many things changed, if i came back , do you think we could be the same as before? No mahee we can't be the like before, you had someone by your side even if you not wanted them , you had another woman by your side , and i killed your parents, we can never be like before mahee ..we.. are not...
Mahee: shhhh...
I cut her off, i took two steps towards her desk and went to her side pulling her towards me , keifer stood up , prash also stood up , but I put my hand up gesturing them to not to talk
Keifer; mahee..
I cupped her face in my two hands , it felt divine to have this close to me , touching her face it's divine to me
Moni: what are you doing? She roared and tried to get free
Mahee: angle stay still jus two minutes (she stood still)
Mahee: look at my eyes and answer one thing, do you love me ?
My heart is pounding in chest , my palms are shaking and I'm sweating, but I need to ask this question, what ever happens happens but I need to ask this question, I need answer for this question, i know I made big big mistakes but I need answer to this one question because I still love her with me life
Moni: no mahee , i stopped loving you when we still stayed in the same home , i stopped loving you when i stopped asking for a explanation for your actions, i stopped loving you when you stopped explain your actions, i stopped loving you when you didn't cared about our relationship, i stopped loving you even before i realized that i stopped loving you, but i thought we could go back , we could love eachother again one everything settled , because you were my life my work my everything, you are the only person in this entire universe i cared for not even my family or anyone you only you mattered to me only you mahee , but you were planning marriage and i know were it all going, i can't be the woman to break a family, I can't , i just can't, but yes i stopped loving you when we were together, and I'm sorry i waited two week to tell you that
I don't know when i pulled my hands back from her face but I'm struggling to stand , I'm struggling to take breath, I'm struggling to pull oxygen into my lungs , I'm having a panic attack fuck
Prash: he is having a panic attack
Keifer: i will call the doctor
Moni kneeld behind me , she put her hand in my hair strocking my hair
Moni: did he had panic attack before?
Prash: no it's the first time
I took her hand into mine she didn't pulled back , I saw keifer holding her shoulders, he also kneeled beside her , prash is supporting my head
Mahee: I'm sorry angle
Keifer: heree come doctor
Doctor: lift him into the sofas
Keifer and prash lifted me up and placed on the sofa
Doctor checked me and he given me two pills , i took them after five minutes, I'm able to take breath .
Doctor: did it happened before?
I shock my head
Doctor: it maybe because you triggered something or you had stress do visit hospital and go through checkup if you leave this like this it maybe lead to heartattack
I shock my head and the doctor left
Prash: did anyone came with you?
Mahee: yeah sam and Asher dimitri they are in the lobby
Prash: i will take you to them
Prash helped me up and went both went to lobby , i don't know what to talk anymore.
Once we reached lobby sam hugged prash and the four was talking, I'm just sitting here, suddenly i wanted to see her again maybe one last time
I stood up
Mahee: I'm going to