Compared to the other diaries, this one seems almost new. It's evident that Adelle cherished these memories. After so many years, these diaries have been preserved very well.
Turning to the first page, the date was just a year ago. This was the last diary of Adelle's life, accompanying her to the end.
Entering old age, Adelle clearly lacked the energy to keep a regular diary, recording only every few days. Life became monotonous and tranquil.
"I suddenly realize that this monotonous life has been repeating for quite some time, without any ups and downs, like a calm sea, silent until death."
Adelle wrote this in her diary, her life lost its emotions, gradually becoming more like lingering on the verge of death.
"I feel as though I'm just waiting to die... Come to think of it, I'm at such an age where I've experienced what I should, done what I should, now I should be lying in bed, quietly awaiting death."
