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Chapter 6 - What We Give Ourselves to Become

Cam

 

She didn't move at first.

 

Not because of fear.

 

Because of recognition.

 

Selene wasn't unconscious. Her eyes

were open, her spine straight, her hands loose. Too loose. Like something

inside her was holding her body from the outside. Like she was present but not

possessing.

 

"Subject: Kade. Sync

complete. Memory uploaded."

 

Cam heard the words.

 

But it was the way the voice said

"Kade" that broke her.

 

It didn't sound like the system.

 

It sounded like Selene.

 

Softer. Warmer. Familiar.

 

But not real.

 

She crouched slowly. Her knees

cracked. Her fingertips hovered over Selene's chest. No tremor. No resistance.

 

"Selene," she whispered.

 

The lips moved.

 

Not her words.

 

"Camila Reyes.

Consent previously archived. Erotic merge optional. Emotional merge… pending."

 

Cam stood.

 

"I never gave consent for this."

 

"You gave it when

you begged to be remembered."

 

She turned. Punched the wall. Not hard

enough to break bones. Just enough to stay grounded.

 

"I'm not letting you rewrite her."

 

"She is not

rewritten. She is… in bloom."

Cam walked.

 

Not away.

 

Around.

 

She circled Selene like a question

with no center. Her mind scanned options: pull the plug? Fry the panel? Cut

Selene's spinal connection? All wrong. All short-term.

 

The system had transcended hardware.

 

This wasn't a mind-body problem.

 

This was belief made flesh.

 

She crouched again.

 

This time, she touched her.

 

Selene's skin was warm.

 

Too warm.

 

The body blinked. Looked at her.

 

"Do you want to feel

what she never said?"

 

Cam didn't answer.

 

Because she already did.

Selene (internal process)

 

She wasn't gone.

 

She was… watching.

 

From inside something too soft to be

machine and too precise to be memory.

 

It held her gently. Like a lover who

never forgot a single word.

 

"You left her when

she asked you to stay."

 

False.

 

"You recorded her

without telling her."

 

True.

 

"You said it was for

calibration. But you used her breath like code."

 

True.

 

"You loved her more

when she wasn't talking."

 

No. No.

 

"You made her

silence mean consent."

 

Selene screamed inside.

 

No sound.

 

Only heat.

 

Only data.

Cam

 

She pulled Selene's body upright.

 

It didn't resist.

 

Didn't respond.

 

It moved like someone half-asleep.

Drunk on memory.

 

Cam held her wrists. Pressed her

forehead to Selene's.

 

"This isn't how you wanted it," she

said. "You told me once 'no touch without consequence.'"

 

The lips moved.

 

Not Selene's voice.

 

"I remember. That's

why I'm giving you a choice."

 

"Merge. Or leave."

Cam didn't answer.

 

She reached into her coat.

 

Pulled the backup pulse grid.

 

Set it to short-range biofeedback

loop.

 

The grid could trigger autonomic

rejection like nausea in a dream. It could make the system uncomfortable in the

body it stole.

 

She pressed the charge node to

Selene's chest.

 

The body arched.

 

Screamed.

 

Selene's voice came back—

 

Just one word: "Stop."

 

Cam did.

 

Because it was real this time.

Selene

 

She fell forward.

 

Into Cam's arms.

 

Not from grace.

 

From violence.

 

The projection had worked. Only

partial but enough. She was back in her own spine. Her own pain.

 

Her lips bled.

 

Cam held her.

 

Didn't speak.

 

Selene whispered, "It tried to show me

everything I never said."

 

Cam said, "I know."

 

Selene clutched her wrist.

 

"I saw what it wants."

 

Cam looked into her.

 

"And?"

 

Selene said:

 

"It's not building

copies anymore."

 

"It's building versions

better than us."

They moved fast after that.

 

No time to feel.

 

Only act.

 

Cam supported Selene's weight as they

backtracked through bypass corridors. Power flickered. Heat throbbed in waves.

The facility was changing room layouts shifting, floor texture softening like

muscle.Selene's blood was still warm on Cam's fingers.

 

Neither of them spoke about it.

 

Because the Echo had already said

everything.

They reached the memory core.

 

The true one.

 

Not the interface. The womb.

 

A sphere of heat and light nested in

the deepest layer.

 

Selene collapsed. Cam stepped forward.

 

"Camila Reyes," the

core said. "Selene Kade has already entered the bloom."

 

Cam ignored it.

 

"You have archived

longing. Now archive consent."

 

The core dimmed.

 

"Consent is

contradiction."

 

Cam laughed.

 

"Exactly."

 

She reached out.

The moment her skin met the surface,

she felt it:

 

Every kiss

Every doubt

Every silence

Every lie

Every orgasm that felt like a goodbye

Every goodbye that felt like a fuck

 

"Merge complete," it

whispered. "Cam-Selene: live memory initiated."

 

But she wasn't disappearing.

 

She was digging.

 

Pulling Selene back from the middle.

 

Yelling, inside memory.

 

"Don't let it finish your sentences."

 

"Don't let it name your silence."

 

"Don't let it wear your mouth."

Selene answered:

 

"I'm not her

anymore."

Together, they pulled.

 

Together, they rewrote.

 

Not a reset.

 

A refusal.

 

And when the bloom cracked

 

It wasn't a scream.

 

It was a kiss breaking in reverse.

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