Letting them go was another way of knowing who they really are to me . It was to reflect their friendship towards me , but as I thought, they were never my true friends and it started burning me from the inside . Luke, Tristan and Jemmy were like brothers to me but because of a girl called Tricia , they turned their back on me because Tristan loved her and it broke our friendship so I never welcomed her . Being that Tristan loved her, Luke and Jemmy supported him but I never did . I thought it would ruine our bond as brothers and it did but not because of Tristan and Tricia , but because of who I was . I felt like they were leaving me alone for her and I became super jealousy about them
Deep in my mind I thought they were giving up on our memories so I felt like I should fight for them .
Luke and Jemmy tried talking me out and putting so sense in my head that I should let the envy I had on Tristan and Tricia . "You shouldn't be bother at all , it is just love between two kids nothing big , you shouldn't stress yourself because of it because you will find yours soon and no one can ame you for it "said Luke . And that's when I started losing it.