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The Nightmares of Sayaka

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This is very slow paced novel and it is dark in my opinion. This story is of Sayaka a normal high-school girl who always got bullied and has Some last traumas
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Chapter 1 - The Shattered Smile

"Time: 12:00 PM. (1 January 1990)"

The air in Harrow's End hung heavy with the metallic tang of freshly fallen snow and the dying echoes of New Year's bells. Inside the imposing, slightly decaying Victorian house on Elm Street, thirteen-year-old Sayaka Mori felt the oppressive silence press in like a physical weight. Her parents, earnest academics summoned to an urgent archaeological dig in the Atacama, had deposited her here three days prior, their hurried embraces tinged with a guilt they couldn't quite mask. "Just a few months, Sayaka-chan," her father had murmured, his eyes avoiding hers. "Uncle Hiroshi will take excellent care of you. You love Uncle Hiroshi, remember?"

And she had. Hiroshi Tanaka, her mother's elder brother, had been a figure of warm benevolence in her childhood memories – the uncle who conjured origami cranes that seemed to flutter, who brought exotic sweets from his travels, whose laughter filled rooms. The Hiroshi who greeted them at the door, however, was a faded carbon copy. The warmth in his eyes had been replaced by a chilling vacancy, a distance that seemed to stretch across an abyss. His movements were precise, mechanical, and the house, once vibrant with eclectic artifacts, felt like a museum curated by sorrow. Dust motes danced in the weak winter light filtering through heavy velvet drapes, illuminating motes of neglect. The scent wasn't just dust; it was the cloying sweetness of decayed flowers overlaid with something sharper, like ozone after a storm.

Sayaka sat rigidly on the edge of the ornate four-poster bed in the guest room – "her" room now. The room felt alien, filled with heavy, dark furniture that seemed to absorb light. A portrait of a woman with hauntingly familiar eyes – Hiroshi's late wife, Akari – watched her from above the mantelpiece. Akari, whose tragic death in a fire five years prior had shattered Hiroshi, turning his world to ash. Sayaka, with her mother's delicate bone structure and Akari's startlingly deep indigo eyes, was a living, breathing ghost in his tomb.

As dusk bled into night, the house settled into a deeper, more profound silence. Sayaka could hear the rhythmic "creak… creak… creak" of Hiroshi's rocking chair from the study below, a metronome counting down the seconds in the void. Then, silence. A heavy, waiting silence. Her breath hitched. Footsteps. Slow, deliberate, ascending the stairs. Each tread on the worn wood resonated through the floorboards, vibrating up the bed frame and into her spine. They stopped outside her door.

A pause stretched into eternity. Then, the dry, splintering scrape of fingernails dragging down the oak panel. Not a knock. A violation. The door groaned open on unoiled hinges, revealing Hiroshi backlit by the dim hall sconce. The light carved his face into a topography of deep shadows, hollowing his cheeks, erasing his eyes into pits of darkness. He stood perfectly still, a silhouette cut from the night itself.

"Sayaka." His voice was a rasp, devoid of inflection, like stone grinding on stone. It wasn't a greeting; it was an assessment.

Her throat tightened, childhood affection warring with a burgeoning, primal dread. "Uncle Hiroshi?" Her voice emerged thin and reedy. "What… what do you need?"

He flowed into the room, a shadow given substance. The air grew colder, carrying the faint scent of camphor and something else – a sharp, acrid tang like burnt wire. He didn't approach the bed immediately. Instead, he drifted towards the window, his back to her, staring out at the snow-blanketed garden. The moonlight, weak and watery, caught the silver streaks in his otherwise jet-black hair.

"You look so very much like her tonight, Sayaka-chan," he murmured, his voice suddenly soft, almost tender, yet carrying an undercurrent that froze her blood. "The angle of the light… the way it falls on your hair…" He turned slowly. His eyes, now visible, held no warmth. They were flat, obsidian discs reflecting the moonlight, devoid of human connection. "Akari loved the snow. She'd dance in it, barefoot, like a child. Foolish. Beautiful."

He took a step closer. Sayaka instinctively pulled her knees to her chest, shrinking back against the carved headboard. The carved wood felt like claws against her spine.

"Uncle… it's late. I should sleep…"

"Sleep?" He tilted his head, a grotesque parody of curiosity. "Sleep is for the untroubled. For the "whole"." Another step. He was beside the bed now, looming over her. The scent of ozone intensified. "Tell me, Sayaka. Do you feel whole?"

"I… I don't understand."

"Of course you don't." A flicker of something – impatience? Contempt? – crossed his face. "Children are simple creatures. Fragile. Easily broken." He reached out, not to touch her, but to trace the air inches from her cheek. "Like porcelain dolls. Akari was like that. So vibrant. So… "breakable"."

He leaned down, bringing his face level with hers. His breath was cool, odorless, yet it felt like a physical pressure. "She shattered, you know. In the fire. Not all at once. Piece by piece. The screams… they weren't just pain. They were the sound of understanding. Understanding the fragility. The "worthlessness" of it all."

Sayaka trembled, tears pricking her eyes. "Please, Uncle…"

"Please what?" His voice sharpened. "Please stop? Stop what? I am merely sharing truth. A necessary truth. The world is not the safe little garden your parents pretend it is. It is "fire"." His obsidian eyes bored into hers. "Do you feel the heat, Sayaka? Do you feel the fragility?"

He didn't touch her. Not that night. But his words were barbed hooks, sinking deep. He spoke for hours, his voice a relentless monotone, dissecting Akari's death in excruciating, poetic detail. The melting skin, the cracking bones, the final, gasping breaths that sounded like laughter. He wove a tapestry of despair, positioning Sayaka as the inheritor of this inherent fragility, this inevitable doom. He spoke of her parents' inevitable failure, their abandonment disguised as duty. He spoke of the darkness coiled within everyone, waiting to consume. When the first grey light of dawn crept through the window, he simply stopped mid-sentence, turned, and walked out, leaving her shivering, hollowed out, and utterly alone in the echoing silence.

This became the nightly ritual. Not physical invasion, but a relentless psychic siege. Hiroshi was an architect of despair, meticulously dismantling Sayaka's sense of self, safety, and reality.

Small belongings would disappear – a favorite hair ribbon, a sketchbook page. Hiroshi would deny ever seeing them, then suggest Sayaka was becoming forgetful, unstable, "like poor Akari in her final, confused days." He'd rearrange furniture subtly overnight and insist it had always been that way. He'd mimic sounds – her mother's voice calling her name from another room, Akari's recorded laughter from a locked cabinet – then deny hearing anything when she reacted.

He'd plunge her room into absolute, suffocating darkness for hours, whispering descriptions of Akari's final moments in the pitch-black fire from just outside the door. Other times, he'd subject her to sudden, jarring bursts of dissonant music – distorted lullabies, recordings of industrial machinery, the crackling roar of fire – played at deafening volumes through hidden speakers, then abruptly cease, leaving her ears ringing in terrifying silence.

He intercepted letters from her parents, leaving only cryptic fragments or claiming none arrived. He'd lock her in her room for days on end, delivering meals in silence, his eyes judging her every flinch. He'd whisper about the neighbors seeing her "erratic behavior" through the windows, convincing her the outside world saw her as mad, a burden, a ghost.

He'd stare at her reflection in mirrors, his face contorted with a grief that felt like hatred. "Look," he'd rasp. "Look how her eyes stare back. She knows what you are. A vessel. Waiting to be filled with the same emptiness." He'd leave objects associated with Akari – a singed scarf, a half-melted hairpin – on her pillow, whispering, "She left this for you. A reminder."

His monologues were masterclasses in psychological torture. He dissected her childhood joys, exposing them as naive illusions. He predicted her future failures with chilling certainty. He described her parents' deaths in hypothetical, gruesome detail, linking them inevitably to her own inherent fragility. "Your mother's bones will snap like kindling," he'd murmur, his voice hypnotic. "Your father's eyes will glaze with the same terror Akari's held. Because of you. Because you carry the flaw."

Sayaka's world shrank to the four walls of her room and the echoing corridors of Hiroshi's poisoned mind. She stopped eating properly, her cheeks hollowing. Sleep became fractured by terrors indistinguishable from Hiroshi's nightly sermons. She flinched at shadows, started hearing phantom whispers even in the brief moments of solitude. Her reflection became a stranger's – haunted eyes staring back from a face grown pale and gaunt. The vibrant, hopeful girl was being systematically erased, replaced by a wraith of anxiety and gnawing despair. She didn't fight; the fight had been leached out of her, replaced by a numbing dread and the crushing certainty of Hiroshi's terrible truths. The person she had loved was a phantom; the man in the house was a malevolent sculptor, reshaping her soul into a vessel for his own bottomless grief and madness.

"The Breaking Point: (1 February 1990)"

A month of unrelenting psychological erosion culminated on a night thick with freezing fog that pressed against the windows like a suffocating shroud. Hiroshi entered without the pretense of scratching. He stood at the foot of her bed, holding Akari's charred diary. He opened it to a page warped by heat and water damage.

"Tonight," he announced, his voice devoid of even the false softness, "we finish the lesson. Akari's final entry. The fire had already begun. She wrote of the heat. Of the smoke stealing her breath. Of knowing Hiroshi was downstairs, oblivious, "choosing" not to hear her cries." He looked up, his obsidian eyes locking onto Sayaka's. "She wrote of you, Sayaka."

Sayaka froze, a fresh wave of ice flooding her veins. "M-Me?"

"A premonition," Hiroshi hissed, a flicker of genuine, venomous emotion finally cracking his façade. "She saw "you". A pale ghost drifting through this house. She saw you inheriting her suffering. She saw you "deserving" it. A chain of fragility. Her pain… my pain… "yours"." He slammed the diary shut. "You are not Sayaka. You are Akari's echo. Her unfinished scream. Your parents abandoned you here because they sensed it. They "knew".

Something deep within Sayaka, buried beneath layers of terror and numbness, "snapped". It wasn't anger; it was the catastrophic collapse of a dam holding back an ocean of suppressed agony, terror, and the sheer, unbearable "wrongness" of it all. The air in the room crackled, charged with static. The dust motes stopped dancing, suspended in defiance of gravity. The temperature plummeted, frost spiderwebbing across the windowpanes with audible "cracks".

""NO!"" The scream tore from her throat, raw and guttural, shaking the heavy furniture. It wasn't just sound; it was a physical force, a shockwave of pure, unfiltered psychic agony. "I AM SAYAKA! SHE IS DEAD! I AM NOT HER! I AM NOT YOUR PAIN!"

Hiroshi staggered back, genuine shock widening his eyes for a split second before the familiar contempt returned. "Foolish girl! You prove her right! You shatter like—"

He never finished. The shadows at Sayaka's feet "boiled". Not darkness, but a thick, viscous crimson "substance", like congealed blood given sentience. It erupted upwards in writhing tendrils, coalescing into dozens of monstrous "hands". Not human hands. Taloned, elongated, skeletal fingers tipped with obsidian claws, dripping the same viscous, non-light crimson. They radiated pure, distilled "wrongness".

Hiroshi's sneer vanished, replaced by primal terror. "W-What—?"

The red hands moved with impossible speed. They seized him – not grabbing, but "impaling". Talons punched through his tweed jacket, shirt, and flesh with sickening wet "thunks". One hand clamped over his mouth, silencing his nascent scream, fingers sinking into his cheeks. Others wrapped around his limbs, his torso, his neck, lifting him effortlessly off the floor. He hung suspended, eyes bulging with unimaginable terror, blood welling around the puncture wounds, soaking into the fabric.

Sayaka stood rigid, tears streaming down her face, but her eyes… her eyes were voids reflecting the crimson horror. She felt no control, only the overwhelming, annihilating *release* of everything Hiroshi had forced into her. The hands began to "pull". Slowly, deliberately, with immense, inexorable force.

Tendons stretched and snapped with audible "pops". Muscles tore like wet paper. Bones, muffled "crunches" and "snaps". Hiroshi's body distorted grotesquely, limbs hyperextended, spine bending at impossible angles. A muffled, liquid gurgle escaped the hand clamped over his mouth. There was no single moment of death; it was a prolonged, excruciating process of "unmaking". The hands pulled in different directions, relentless. Skin split. Ribs splayed outward like broken wings. Viscera, glistening and steaming in the suddenly frigid air, began to spill, uncoiling onto the antique rug with wet, heavy "slaps".

The hands didn't stop. The mangled, nearly unrecognizable mass of tissue and bone hung in the air, still twitching. Then, the crimson energy surrounding the hands flared brighter. The remains began to "reform". Bones knitted back together with agonizing slowness, sinews reattached, skin stretched back over the horror. Hiroshi's face, contorted in a silent scream of perpetual agony, reappeared for a horrifying second. The moment reformation was complete, the hands tore him apart again. And again. And again.

Each cycle was a symphony of wet destruction: the rip of flesh, the snap of bone, the squelch of ruptured organs, the choked, liquid sounds from a throat perpetually reforming only to be crushed again. Blood and viscous crimson fluid soaked the rug, splattered the walls, the bedposts, the portrait of Akari. The air reeked of copper, ozone, and the raw, metallic scent of pure psychic violation.

Sayaka watched, utterly detached. No rage, no satisfaction. Only a profound, echoing emptiness. She was a conduit, a vessel through which the accumulated trauma of a month of psychological vivisection poured out in a single, cataclysmic geyser of annihilation. Ten cycles? Twenty? Time lost meaning in the chamber of horrors. Finally, after what felt like an eternity of butchery and reconstitution, the crimson hands tightened one last time. They didn't tear; they "compressed". Hiroshi Tanaka, his essence, his memories, the very "idea" of him, was crushed into a singularity of pure, screaming agony. Then, with a sound like a universe sighing, he "winked" out of existence. Not a corpse. Not ash. Utter "nothingness". The blood, the gore, the visceral stains – they faded like smoke, leaving the room pristine, smelling faintly of lemons and dust. Only the portrait of Akari remained, her eyes seeming deeper, sadder.

Sayaka swayed. The crimson hands dissolved into mist and vanished. The oppressive cold lifted. The suspended dust motes resumed their dance in the weak dawn light now filtering through the frost-covered window. The psychic pressure was gone, leaving only a vast, hollow silence. She took one shuddering breath, her eyes rolling back in her head, and collapsed onto the clean, unsullied rug, unconsciousness a merciful void.

Time: 12:00 PM. (1 January 1989)

Consciousness returned like surfacing from a deep, lightless ocean. Sayaka blinked, disoriented. She was in her bed in the Elm Street house. Sunlight, warm and bright, streamed through the window, glinting off polished wood. The room was tidy, impersonal. No portrait of Akari. No sense of dread. She sat up, rubbing her eyes, a profound sense of… relief washing over her, thick and syrupy. It was instantly followed by a yawning, inexplicable "emptiness". A vital piece of her internal landscape felt… smoothed over. Vanished.

She padded downstairs. The house was quiet, clean. Sunlight illuminated dust motes dancing peacefully. There was no rocking chair in the study. No sign of Uncle Hiroshi. She wandered into the kitchen. Her mother stood at the counter, humming, making sandwiches.

"Sayaka-chan! Good morning! Sleep well?" Her mother smiled, a warm, genuine smile that held no shadows.

Sayaka frowned, a faint headache pulsing behind her eyes. "Mom… where's Uncle Hiroshi?"

Her mother paused, her brow furrowing slightly in confusion. "Uncle Hiroshi? Sweetheart… you don't have an Uncle Hiroshi. Your mother was an only child." She said it with such gentle certainty, brushing a strand of hair from Sayaka's face. "Did you have a funny dream?"

Sayaka stared. The denial wasn't a lie; it was absolute, unshakeable conviction radiating from her mother. The memories of the past month – the fear, the whispers, the crushing despair – were gone. Utterly erased. Not repressed, but excised. Only the hollow relief and the profound emptiness remained, like the scar tissue after a limb has been cleanly amputated. She looked out the kitchen window. The sky, impossibly blue just a moment ago, began to bleed. Streaks of bruised crimson and clotting black seeped from the horizon, swirling into a vast, churning vortex that devoured the sun. It wasn't beautiful; it was a wound in the firmament. And it "called"to the emptiness inside her. Not a sound, but a vibration in her bones, a pull on the very core of her being. She felt herself… unspooling. Not floating, but dissolving from the mundane reality that suddenly felt like a poorly painted backdrop. The loving mother, the sunny kitchen, the world itself – it all frayed at the edges, dissolving like smoke as she was drawn inexorably upwards into the swirling crimson and black, leaving behind the ghost of a girl who never had an Uncle Hiroshi.